Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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12:49 pm - its been a while...
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so much has happened since i last wrote. i am going to be watching the same girls again this year. next week actually. then i go back to work for 3 days then i go away again but for vacation to florida!!!! i am going to disney world!!! yay!! i cant wait!!!!!!!! lol i am such a kid at heart!
current mood: dorky
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Sunday, May 18th, 2003
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11:49 pm - friend bear
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 | Friend Bear You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding! | |
current mood: weird
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11:38 pm - its been a while
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ok so i havent talked to my best friend in a long time and she is online now i wonder if shes mad at me for something. i dont know what it would be but i am sorry. i have been thinking about her a lot lately...tried calling a few times but i never got a call back. hm...oh well i guess she has better things to do then talk to me. now shes going to read this and probably be mad or as confused as i am but i have called 5 times in the last two weeks and she hasnt called me back. i am in a bitter mood because i havent seen or heard from her or my boyfriend in a while and i am feeling a little lonely now.
current mood: lonely
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Friday, April 25th, 2003
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12:01 am - my boob
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there was a patient in the doctors office and his name was mahboob. it just figures it was my turn to call a patient into the back and i have to go out to a crowded waiting room and say "my boob, you can come on back"
current mood: embarrassed
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Thursday, April 24th, 2003
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11:55 pm - ...
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i just got home from work. some people can be so stupid u know? this one girl that i work with gets on my nerves. she told people not to talk to me because SHE doesnt like me! but all she does is sit on her ass and talk on the phone to her ugly ass boyfriend. a boyfriend whose mother tried to set ME up with him to get her away from him!! aaagh! well the people who she told not to talk to me happen to be friends of mine so they told her that i do a hell of a lot more work then her lazy ass does. gee, do i sound bitter? friggin dumb ass bitch! shes the girl i had to train who didnt know how to tell military time, still doesnt know how, has a hearing aid, and is basically blind without her glasses which she lost, takes 3 friggin hours to do a 5 minute transfer, and is just an all around friggin bitch ok i think i'm done venting now! bedtime
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Thursday, April 10th, 2003
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11:43 pm - grrrr
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i missed my shows tonight cuz i had to help ariel with her homework...fractions...i hate fractions!!!! its even worse when u hate fraction, u have to teach fractions, the person u are trying to teach doesnt know or understand fractions, she doesnt understand anything u are saying so u have to explain it 7 times(literally), its already an hour past her bedtime, the little sister of the learnee is saying thats so easy i could do that even though the highest her math goes is beginning multiplication. grrrrr and i missed friends last week too cuz ,y mom forgot to tape it
current mood: irritated
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
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1:02 am - aaargh!
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ok i just typed a whole entry and my password was in wrong so i lost the whole fucking thing! maybe its for the better...maybe gods trying to save my ass from being chewed cuz i wrote this whole thing about justin and his sketches...
JUSTIN--SKETCHES ARENT SUPPOSED TO BE PRECISE! THAT IS WHY THEY ARE CALLED SKETCHES NOT DRAWINGS!!!!!!!
ok...i am just going to leave it at that cuz i am not typing anymore
current mood: aggravated
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Monday, April 7th, 2003
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11:06 pm - ugh.. i need to vent
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since when did it become ok for a 12 year old to fucking take over the world? i call justins house on my phone card that i had to buy so i could talk to people and not charge long distance to this phone, and she tells me that shes on the phone and i cant talk to him. i told her i was on a phone card and she fucking hung up on me! so i wait 2 hours and call back and she tells me to call him on his cell phone...u know...the one that he cant even use when hes at home because he doesnt get any reception and she uses up all of the minutes on so he has to pay extra cuz he ends up going over!AGH!!!!! ok i got a lot of my venting out when lauren imed me. i'm better now. time for beddy bye
current mood: pissed off
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5:10 pm - feeling good....
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feeling good about myself! i just helped jasmine learn her spelling words! she was having a hard time with cooperation, familiar, and organization.
current mood: accomplished
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9:38 am - ...
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ok i got the girls up and to the bus stop in time but i was ready to strangle ariel cuz she kept....argh! oh well back to bed i am wiped! i only got 1 and 1/2 hours of sleep cuz i had to get upso early with them. then i am going in the jacuzzi to unfrazzle my nerves before they go haywire again when i have to pick them up from the bus stop this afternoon...7 hours from now!
current mood: cranky
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4:15 am - bored
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i'm bored. justin woke me up cuz he made me come to the computer to look on hotornot.com. btw i spelled probably wrong and somebody else said i spelled is wrong! oh well nobody's perfect! not even you justin so there!!!
...bored....... what to do.....what to do....
i am going to try to get back into bed even though i have to get the brats up in less then 3 hours to get them to school then i can take a nap, pick them up, go to the grocery store and buy a phone card so i can have contact with the outside world and not feel guilty about calling long distance on the phone here.
i'm beat g'night
oh and lauren...its ttyt not ttyl
current mood: sleepy
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Sunday, April 6th, 2003
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8:57 pm - fish stix
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what a wonder fish stix are. i havent had them since i was about 8! i fixed them for dinner tonight for the girls i am watching...they had this white stuff in them...no i dont mean the fish...it was wet or something ew gross!!! i just couldnt bring myself to eat them after i saw them when they were broken open! ugh!
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6:54 pm - i dont know if i like this job
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ok so for the first day they were sweethearts and all. now the older one is a pain in my butt and the little one is still ok. i suppose its easy money though seeing as all they want to do i watch nickelodeon all day long. oh well. ok so my first entry was last night when i was dead tired cuz they ran me all day so now i can update this for real...i'm a loser because i went to culinary school and graduated at the top of my class but i am not using my degree. i work at a hospital as a communications associate which is a fancy word for a secretary. but i love what i do and the people i work with...for the most part. i guess i could be working alittle harder on finding a job on my field... oh well. all i can say is 'i'm working on it' just not that hard.
so i'm talking to my best friend online today and an old friend from high school ims me who i havent talked to in a LONG time and then my best friend says oh! tell him i said hi! granted they met once at my 16th b-day party and the only reason she remembers him is cuz she thought he was cute and he couldnt pee...long story. now they are both going to read this and my best friend is probebaly going to scream at me next time i talk to her for writing it...guess that means i should shut up now huh? ok thats enough for now
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12:17 am - got it
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ok i am feeling the effects of my long day. i am babysitting for 10 days in waldorf md for 7 and 8 year old girls. they are sweet but the older one became a bit of a pain the last few hours cuz she wouldnt go to bed. now i have some alone time... what do i do now? RELAX!!! AHHHHHH
current mood: lazy
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12:08 am - my first entry!
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